For a few years now you have been able to control my mood. When you were high I was too and when you were low I was right there with you. If you said something hurtful to me my day was ruined. Likewise if you complimented me, it would be a great day. So why would it be any different now? Now that our relationship is broken all apart, I have good and bad days. Good days are those when I don’t see you. When I have a chance to rationalize with what’s left of my heart. Bad days are when I see you and you are just fine to go on about your life. While I’m still stuck here trying to figure out why you have so much control over me. I know over time we’ll get over eachother and move on. One of us quicker than the other. I’m not mad and I’m not saying its all your fault. I just want you to understand what I’m dealing with.