To anyone who will read,
I feel as if I go through life unnoticed. I constantly keep busy and do my best, hoping someday I’ll be recognized for something. I want to change the world, but I can’t even get a boy to ask me out- how can I do anything spectacular? I’m wasting time looking for love, instead of enjoying life, but I can’t help but feel as if i can’t enjoy myself alone. I just want to be noticed. There are days when I look in the mirror and I feel so ugly. No one will ever want me.
But I try so hard.
I try too hard.
I don’t understand why I can’t be happy.
I’m such a good person.
Shouldn’t good people be happy?
Does anyone, ANYONE, understand how I feel?
Sometimes, I not only feel lonely, but I feel alone.
I’m too young to be this broken.