• Archive for July 17th, 2011

    Where do I go from here?

    by  • July 17, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Breaking Up • 4 Comments

    Dear SmileyFry, Well. Here we are. And I hate that “here” is where we are. That crossroad that every couple dreads; is this going to work out, or isn’t it? Does this have a happy ending, or are we wasting our time? Are we good for each other, or can we both do better? I’ve

    John? I miss you.

    by  • July 17, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 0 Comments

    This will be posted in the future – even then, I’ll still miss you. I have never stopped loving you. Whenever I think about you, I start to tear up; if I look at pictures of you, somehow still on my phone, I start to cry. I am still madly in love with you and


    by  • July 17, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Smitten • 0 Comments

    sometimes I think I hate you. sometimes I think that you’re no different than he was and that you’ll just disappear as soon as you’ve gotten what you want. I have no real reason to think these things. So you’ll go a few days without talking to me. I shouldn’t take that as a sign