• why?

    by  • July 16, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Anger • 3 Comments

    I went out with someone and I never liked her. I just wanted to dance with her and have some laughs. she didn’t, she said that she was so tired and slept a bit last night so I was dancing but she didn’t. I should have just danced with other girls in the club. I didn’t do anything wrong to her, but I was too clingy. I’m never like that but I don’t know why I was like that. she’s a criminal though.

    in the end of the night some guy started to talk to her on train platform and I was REALLY angry. first thing was he looked like a pussy and I didn’t like it, and she acted like she wanted to be left alone with him. I don’t understand because I was there to just have some fun. but I did the same thing to someone else before. I don’t believe in karma though.

    he looked like a puss so I started to say bad things to him. I told him to leave but I told him too late. I should have told him from the first time I saw him talking to her. I was a pussy still, anyway.

    I wanna cry. crying relieves stress a lot. but lately I can’t cry.. maybe because I thought men shouldn’t cry or I want to be manlier. I want to be held and someone to tell me it was horrible. and I must have been hurt and sad.. and it’s ok to cry. somebody, tell me that..

    3 Responses to why?

    1. Anon
      July 16, 2011 at 8:25 pm

      It’s okay to cry. I think you have feelings for her, though, or maybe you just have some unresolved emotional issues about something that you need to deal with. Hang in there. It’s going to be okay.

    2. Lacey
      July 17, 2011 at 12:19 am

      its ok to cry. all of the manliest men i know..cry. to hell with the people that say otherwise

    3. anon
      July 17, 2011 at 4:13 pm

      Believe in Karma.

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