• Pretty Toy

    by  • July 16, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Yearning • 2 Comments

    Do you ever just feel like a pretty toy? All the guys just want to stare and play with you, but they never want to date you? Everyone flocks to you, but other than making comments (derogatory, for the most part) and then alluding to sex they do nothing. I am tired of it. I want a guy to see me on the inside and not just want me for my looks. My best friend told me last night that he is only dating the girl he is with because it was convenient: she is staying in town for school and she will have sex with him. The two things I wouldn’t do. I chose to go 8 hours away for college. So… I’m worth dating, if it’s convenient? No. I want someone to fight to make it work. I want someone who actually thinks I am worth it. He will still be and probably always will be my best friend, but I want someone better. And someday I will find someone who doesn’t just want to shiny toy to put on their shelf of accomplishments. I know someday they will find me, and I WILL be happy.

    2 Responses to Pretty Toy

    1. k
      July 16, 2011 at 2:45 pm

      Same here.

    2. Tina
      July 16, 2011 at 4:35 pm

      Be hopeful! You just hit college..that is where actual life starts..and also serious relationships which go way deeper than the superficiality of your high school teenage years.. 🙂
      It’ll happen! 🙂

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