• I Don’t Blame You

    by  • July 16, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Moving On • 0 Comments

    Dear T,

    It’s okay. I don’t want you to worry about me anymore.
    You don’t need to worry about me anymore.
    I promise.
    I’ll never be the same, and I only have my foolish heart to blame for that because let’s be honest, you weren’t the one hiding things from me, I was the one ignoring them. So it’s okay that you left me for her, left me for my best friend.
    I don’t blame you, I want to, but blaming you for my mistakes, my blindness is like standing in the rain. What am I accomplishing other then making myself sick?
    I love you, I swear I do, and I always will. I honestly never thought you’d really leave me. I guess I was so used you be there I just thought you always would…
    I know all good things come to an end, and more importantly I know we weren’t always good, but don’t look at like you do anymore.
    I’m okay, I swear. I’ll always miss you, and I’ll regret our many mistakes, but the past is the past, and from now on I’m leaving it where it belongs, behind me.
    I wish I had the nerve to send this, and I wish you went on this website so you could read it. You will never read this, and maybe that’s for the best.
    It’s summer right now, and I’m having the time of my life, I wonder if you are too. I hope you are. I hope you always are.

    love always,
    A

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