• Dear Samantha,

    by  • July 16, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 0 Comments

    You are just simply the most amazing girl in the world to me…you’re perfect, you have the cutest smile, your hair falls perfectly, you have a wonderful personality, you’re so fun to hang out with, you’re so fun just to be with…and I miss you so much. We still text every day basically even tho we’ve been broken up for 5 months, you finally just recently opened up to me about what’s going on in your life that’s making you hurt. I’m here for you and I try everything in my power to make you as happy as I can make you. I always offer to let you come over and hang out to keep your mind off things but I know you’ll never actually take me up on it no matter how much I wish you would. You say sometime we will but I don’t feel like that sometime will ever come. I don’t know if it’s because you know I like you still and you don’t want it to be hard on me, or if you think it’ll be awkward or if you just don’t want to hang out with me period. But every night I pray for you…for us, that one day we’ll get back together again and that you’ll be happy again. You mean everything to me, you mean the world to me, if I didn’t have you to talk to I don’t know that I would even care about living anymore. I’ve been happy with my life for a couple months now, but the thought of us and all our memories brings back sadness and wishes it could be like that again where we could just cuddle in your bed and it felt so amazing just to be able to hold you. I tell you you’re beautiful all the time but you deny it every time, I tell you you’re amazing and you say you’re far from it. But the truth is that you really are, you just aren’t told enough for you to believe it. And I’m still hoping that one day my perseverance and never giving up on you will pay off in the end cause you mean more to me than any girl I’ve ever been with and I want to send this to you altho you basically know all of this, but I just want to see you again and be able to see that beautiful smile you have, again…and I pray to God every night that he’ll give me that second chance to be with you again. I miss you Samantha…

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