Sometimes, I wish I had the courage to send this letter to you. Just so that you are completely aware of what exactly you put me through, and how it still affects me to this day-three long years later. You were my best friend. You were the first person I became friends with when I moved to a new place in middle school. And as horrible of a thing that you did to me, I still look back on all the times we had together and how close we used to be. I obviously could never be friends with you again seeing how I could never trust you since you starting sleeping with my finance at the time. Yeah it really hurt that he did that to me too but it hurt so much worse that you were the other woman. I couldn’t believe it at first. No one who knows you and like I thought I did too would ever have thought you would ever to that to someone, especially to me. I am now very happy though. I have a great circle of friends and a wonderful boyfriend and while I still struggle with my full trust in them after what you two did to me, I’m getting back to how I used to be. I honestly have forgiven both of you, and I do wish you guys the best, however I will never forget that you were the ones who put me through what has been the hardest time in my life thus far.