• Archive for July 15th, 2011

    so this is it

    by  • July 15, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Loneliness • 1 Comment

    I always though breaking up with you would be like ripping off a band-aid. That it would be quick and painless or something. We were together for nine months. I knew after four that I would end up leaving you, it was all I could think about, I couldn’t forget it. So eventually I did.

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    Unfortunate Jealousy

    by  • July 15, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Jealousy • 0 Comments

    I hate these feelings; jealousy is my least favorite emotion. I want what you have, but I also want you to have what you want, but those cannot coincide. I am unfortunately creating all of these ideal situations inside of my head, where we’re both happy and have what we want, but this absolutely will

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    Somebody to Love

    by  • July 15, 2011 • Depression • 7 Comments

    I’m only sixteen, but……… I’m afraid I’ll never experience love. Of any kind. Ever. I’ve been depressed for years. I act okay. And I’m great at acting, but…I’m not. Every day I wake up, and I just want to cry. Because I think to myself “Why, God? Why am I still alive? Why am I

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    Scum

    by  • July 15, 2011 • Abuse • 0 Comments

    I hate you. You are nothing. You abused me and all of your children. They should have never let you out of prison. You are nothing but a dirty convicted sex offender. You shoved my face into food and forced me to eat it. You are disgusting. I hope you go back to prison so

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