I may be young…but age is never the deciding factor in knowing what love is, what soul mates are. Saying that you and i are meant to be together. I know we are. Even though you live in another state and you haven’t gotten your life completely in order, i am almost consumed by the need to be there with you. I love you. Completely and with no boundaries. If I could come there at this moment, I would not hesitate. I’d pack only what I needed and leave everything else behind.
You once told me that if you never take a leap of faith you will miss out on all the good things you could have had. In this moment I’m worried that my chance to leap has come and gone.
I’m sitting here now waiting for a reply from you… but I feel as though it’s never going to come. You said you want me. HAVE ME! I’m waiting…even though i feel like like waiting on you isn’t what i should be doing. You left me. And thats the problem.. I should have moved on, and i was doing my best to do so. But then you had to throw yourself back into my life. It’s unfair to put me through this. It’s unfair i have to sit here thinking about you everyday, wanting nothing more than to be with you, while you are out there doing what ever you do.
I don’t need this. I don’t need you. I want you. but Wants change. and if you don’t jump on the train that i’m on… i won’t wait for you. i’m tired of putting what you want before what i want. in all honesty i don’t think you even know what you want. and in case you haven’t noticed… you can’t have everything.