by  • July 14, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 1 Comment

    Is anyone out there?

    What do you do when you think your whole world is crashing around you?
    What do you do when you’ve lost all your fiends in this depression?
    What do you do when the one thing you wanted more than life wasn’t in your reach?
    what if your good enough isn’t good enough?
    what do you do when you feel like a complete worthless piece of shit?

    I feel like I have nothing in life purposeful. I say I want to die all the time but inside, I realize I don’t mean it. But there’s still nothing to keep me going on. I’m drifting through these days. I don’t know how to feel better. I’m so sick of feeling this way. All this whining and crying, even I’m irritated with myself. I can’t remember the last time I laughed or smiled. I realize I’m probably an ungrateful person since there are people in the world who are actually suffering and dying. Compared to them, I’m nothing. But it really feels depressing inside of me. I don’t want to feel this way and I can’t stop it.

    ‘Where do you go when you’re lonely?
    Where do you go when you’re blue?
    Where do you go when you’re lonely?’


    One Response to LOST

    1. Poppy M.
      July 18, 2011 at 8:27 am

      Hey hunny. I Love You.

      In the end, it’s always good.
      If it’s not.

      It’s not the end.

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