• Let’s slow this rollercoaster down.

    by  • July 14, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Fear • 1 Comment

    K, I love you. God, I love you so much. I’ve never felt this way about anyone. But I think we might have moved way too fast. Here it is not even 3 months after we started dating and I’m living with you, telling you I love you, and planning a future together. It’s scaring the shit out of me. And because I’m getting scared I feel like I might be pushing you away, and I don’t want that to happen. We are perfect for each other, you need someone to calm you down and I need someone I can trust. And things are still going amazing, but I find myself getting agitated with you all the time. I feel like sometimes you don’t hear what I’m saying, mostly because when I try to talk to you you cut me off and tell me something that happened to you. I need you to hear me. I need you to listen. If you don’t then I’m just going to stop talking and when I stop talking the relationship is over. It’s not like you’re telling me anything new. Almost every time you try to tell me something it’s a story I’ve already heard. And I’m starting to get really sick of hearing about it. Love, Me.

    One Response to Let’s slow this rollercoaster down.

    1. MM
      July 14, 2011 at 12:01 pm

      May I offer some care? The good news about God is that He is just and has a love for you that no other lover could. Because of Jesus’ perfect sacrifice we are no longer under sin’s hold and are free to live in God’s promises! You seem to have issues with trust and self-interest. Stay in God’s word and trust in Him and his will, and you will be blessed. That is one of God’s many promises.

      Jeremiah 29: “11 For I know the plans I have for (my people),” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you.”

      Simply reading in the word (Bible) will ease your troubles, fill you with His selfless love where there once was selfishness, give you wisdom where there once was impatience. These things are all promised by Him.

      Your trust, while it may seem undeserved to most everyone, would be best placed in God, because no matter what His plan is for you, there is no more rewarding relationship than that between us and him.

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