• I’ve Fallen Hard

    by  • July 14, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 0 Comments

    Dear T,

    Something has happened that I’m not sure you’re aware of. I’ve fallen in love with you. Yeah I know that it’s early for me to say that, considering I’ve only known you for 8 months and we’ve only been dating for 3 ½. And this is especially crazy considering the one other relationship I’ve ever been in last 6 years and left me broken hearted and scarred. But when I fall, I fall hard. And you are no exception.

    Everything about your character I love. You are genuinely friendly to everyone, you are growing in your relationship with God, you respect physical boundaries with me, you are honest, you are happy, and you are funny. You display everything I have been wanting in a guy. And I can honestly say that my feelings for you go MUCH deeper than skin deep. Yes, I think you are super attractive and handsome, but I think the way you live your life is even more beautiful. You truly do make me want to be a better person. You have been an incredibly positive influence in my life so far, and that is why I love you. I love who you are.

    So maybe I have jumped in this whole love thing too strongly. Maybe I’m trying to become close too quickly. It is just hard not to when the guy you’re dating is so awesome. I wish I could tell this to your face. I wish I could be confident that you would say it back. But I can’t, and I’m not. And that kills me. I wonder when you will be able to look into my eyes and tell me that you love me, and I’ll finally be able to say it back. I hope and pray that it happens someday. Because I’m telling you right now, if you were to give me your love, you would make me the happiest girl in the world.

    Love, H

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