• Did you forget…

    by  • July 14, 2011 • Eff Off - You - or Up • 0 Comments

    …That I’m your girlfriend?
    Sometimes you make me SO ANGRY.
    I hate that you never answer my texts, or call me,
    or even tell me that you love me anymore.
    DO you love me anymore?
    I can’t tell.
    All you ever do is work.
    You don’t want to see me.
    For all I know you’re cheating on me.
    You see these other girls all the time.
    And then you tell me you’re going to sleep… But thirty minutes after that I see a post from you on facebook (yeah, we have mutual friends and I can see those posts and it was on the top news feed, I’m not an idiot). Yeah. SURE… You’re asleep…
    I feel so damn loved right now.
    I don’t fucking deserve this.
    All I have given you is my love.
    And what do you do?
    You decide to get me creepy stuffed animals (when you KNOW they’re creepy), to try to have sex with me when I told you from the start I’m waiting for marriage, hell you even give me grief about not finding a job when I’ve looked for over FOUR months and no one is willing to hire me and now that the summer is over, no one wants to hire someone for a month. I looked SO MUCH more than you did, and you just got lucky with your job that you found in a week, but you have a car and live in a MUCH nicer area than I do, so don’t give ME grief.
    I thought we were in love.
    I don’t know anymore.
    I’m tired of you hurting me.
    I am tired of bullshit.
    You need to be straight with me.
    I need to freaking TALK TO YOU.
    Or else it WILL be over.
    Really soon.
    You’ve got some explaining to do.
    Your GIRLFRIEND (just in case you forgot)

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