• To every single person I know, and even a few who I don’t,

    by  • July 13, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Frustration • 0 Comments

    Why do you care so much? Honestly, why is my life, and the decisions I make, any concern of yours at all? I’m not you. What I do has no affect on you. So why do you care? Why can’t I just be happy and do what I please? Why can’t I not have to worry about what you all think of me? Or what you’ll say about me when I walk away? Every single decision I make, I’m always thinking about what someone or another will think. Why do I need to be burdened with trying to please everybody? I’m not perfect and trying to be is killing me. I want to make stupid mistakes and do crazy things. I want to embarass myself and act like a fool. I want to come to school wearing whatever I please, and not worry about whether it’s “in.” I want to like whoever I want, and even fall in love, without worrying whose ex it is or upsetting anybody. I want to be me, 100% complete me, the me that I am inside, but I can’t bring her out. She’s not allowed in this world, for she has flaws.

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