• I Hate You

    by  • July 13, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Hatred • 4 Comments

    I hate you. You are self-centered and ugly. You eat too much and boys don’t like you because of it. You think you’re funny when you’re rude and you don’t know when to stop. You could have been smart but you’ve thrown that away just like every other gift you’ve taken for granted.

    You slut yourself around looking for male attention and how you push your friends away because you aren’t worthy of being loved. No one could love someone as ugly, fat, and worthless as you. You aren’t the kind of person that will ever be more than mediocre.

    You are just a wannabe, trying to emulate whatever you decide “perfection” is that day. You have no original thoughts and no purpose at all. You cut yourself but you aren’t worthy of the blood you bleed. You should commit suicide because so many people are more deserving of this life than you. You take everything for granted and have thrown everything beautiful in your life away.

    You are a walking disaster and i am sympathetic for all of those thrown into your self-destructive path. You deserve to be alone and, quite frankly, you probably will be. Out of all of the things I hate about you, I hate that You are really me. that this letter is to myself.

    All My Hate, myself

    4 Responses to I Hate You

    1. hope
      July 13, 2011 at 1:14 pm

      This is one of the saddest letters I have read. It breaks my heart. All of us are screwed up-we’re selfish and mean and thoughtless. But the hope is that we are loved despite that. A love that is perfect, wholesome, unfailing and totally incomprehensible. A love that can change the way we see things. A love that forgets the past, wipes it clean, and takes it as far as the east is from the west. You see, God doesn’t say you are the sum of your choices. You are defined by Him, the one who made you. The One who wants you to be free from guilt and hurt and hate. I don’t know how you feel about God-but I know how He feels about you. And I just hope that I have given you some hope of your own today. He loves you and so do I.

    2. Anonymous
      July 13, 2011 at 2:21 pm

      It’s never too late to get better. I know you can do it. Please find a support group in your area, call a hotline and go to counseling. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. YOu can do it.

    3. Kat
      July 13, 2011 at 3:16 pm

      Tears, pain. Self loathing is never a good path, can i give you some advice? Your worth every bit of love any one has, inclduing yourself. You are worth whatever and whenever, and whereever.. Get a mirror out, and make the voice inside your head shut up for one moment. Look in your own eyes, and tell yourself that you are human, you make mistakes, and that you deserve to make decisions that aren’t mistakes and starting today, you will believe that you are worth not hating but loving. That one day you will right a love letter to yourself, and you will believe it.

    4. sarah
      July 13, 2011 at 3:57 pm

      You are beautiful.

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