• Smoke and mirrors

    by  • July 12, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Frustration • 0 Comments

    I am angry. There is nothing I can do about it. As soon as I get happy about something, there seems to be a need to take it from me. When will this end? I don’t know. I don’t even know why this is happening. I don’t know how to stop it. It started before I messed up (even if people would like to blame me). I don’t know how long it has been going on. I don’t know when it will end. I am a laughing-stalk and there is not much I can do about it. I am tired of feeling alone. I am tired of feeling like everyone is lying to me.

    Again there is nothing I can do about it. I have some wonderful dreams, why would anyone want to hurt that? Why would anyone want to destroy someone who wants to help others?

    That’s something I can’t fix.

    I wish I could just have my life back. I wish I could have my privacy back. I wish my friends would be honest. I wish my family would stop lying.

    That’s something I can’t fix.

    Oh well. There will be an ending to this, I just don’t know what it is.

    It’s funny to everyone else because they know what is coming.

    Funny. Interesting way to describe the state of my life.

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