I was so happy/relieved to talk to you today, for the first time in roughly 7 months. Seriously, it made me more happy than I’ve felt in months, even back when we used to be best friends. It was nice to know you still care and love me, and I’m glad I could express the same feelings back for you that I still have regardless of the events that have transpired this year. It’s just hard for me to keep my mouth shut. I know you’re happy with another guy. I really hope you and I can grow as friends and hopefully one day more than that. It was the first time I ever confessed my love for you, to you. But I bit my tongue and said how i loved you, past tense. I need to and want to tell you how I LOVE you, present tense. I have never loved a girl more than I have loved you- and I know feelings like that will never change. From the moment I met you at our friends house back in 6th grade before band practice, on her deck, I knew you were the one…the one for me. To me it really was love at first site. You never leave my mind, and I’m alright with that. You have my heart in the palm of your hands. Please be careful with it.