Hey baby girl, it’s been three years since my body decided that at 6.5 months it didn’t want to carry you anymore. It’s been three years since I went through the worst pain of my life (think gunshot wound up the uterus pain.)
It’s been three years since the doctors told me that because of complications in the extraction process that I wouldn’t be able to have anymore children, that you were my only one I could have. One day I will have children but I won’t name them the name I picked out for you, your name is special.
I still love you and think about you and I still miss you, but I no longer cry over you. I got home from work and saw the date and I knew the significance but I didn’t cry. I’m healing and finally getting happy. I will always love you and will never forget about you my darling daughter, the one I should have right now laying in bed with me.
Your mama loves you darling.