• I’d Give Anything To Have You Back Here.

    by  • July 12, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 0 Comments

    I miss you. I would say that I wish you were here.. But I know that isn’t possible. I would say, I wish you hadn’t moved.. But that would be pointless because nothing I can do can change that, or trust me, you never would have left. No amount of calls or texts or visits satisfies me. I want to be able to see you whenever I want. I hate having to drive seven hours to see you. I wanted to tell you that you are the best friend I have ever had, but somehow, I think you already know that that you mean the world to me. I wish I could tell you how much I miss you. I mean, I tell you all the time that I miss you, but I can’t tell you about the gut wrenching pain I feel in my stomach when I pass your old house, or when I think about how hard school is going to be without seeing you each and every day. I can’t tell you, because I know how guilty you feel for leaving. I know you wish you where here, just as much as I wish you were here too. I miss how our parents say we are going to get married someday and getting embarrassed because somewhere deep inside I hope it’ll happen. I miss shopping with your mom, and your sister. I miss having someone I am totally completely comfortable around. I miss sitting on the couch in your living room, and suddenly being randomly whacked with a pillow out of nowhere. I miss calling just to say hi, but stay on the phone for hours, just because I can. I miss how we tease each other nonstop, but never take it to heart, because know the other didn’t mean it. It breaks my heart to know that you will find a new best friend there, and I will have to find one here too. I just hope that we don’t grow apart, no matter what. I hope that whenever we do find time to visit each other, it’s like you never left. Most of all, I hope you realize someday how much I love you. We say we love each other all the time. But is your definition of love the same kind I am talking about? I wish you were here so we could find out.. Someday I hope we will have the chance to. But for now, I guess the calls, the texts, and the visits that never seem to last long enough, will have to do. Just know, I miss you. </3

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