Sorry I let you down. I wish I could take back my public airing of my frustration over what happened on another job unrelated yet somewhat related to your company. I wish I could have said I was just tired rather than what I said. I can’t take it back. I am sorry for it.
I want to call and just make amends. I don’t know why I don’t. I do actually: I am afraid. I am afraid it is way too late. I am afraid you will hate me for coming back into your life when you don’t want me there.
So I am writing it here, to say that I am sorry. I tried my best. I shoulder what I was responsible for.
It is too late to say I am sorry, I guess.
Just have a good life.
Thank you for the opportunity that you gave me. It changed me and I am grateful for it.