• Archive for July 12th, 2011

    Out Loud

    by  • July 12, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 0 Comments

    The other day I made a mistake. I finally said what i’ve been thinking for months out loud. Saying it out loud to someone else made it real and that’s what scared me the most. We have been friends for almost 2 years now, but more than that you are my go to guy whenever

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    Best friend

    by  • July 12, 2011 • Confession • 0 Comments

    You make me so incredibly happy. I wish you nothing but the same. I know I am not quite what you are looking for. But I aim to keep you as happy as I fucking can, until you CAN find the girl of your dreams. I may not be as important then, but these late

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    Broken Home

    by  • July 12, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Divorce • 3 Comments

    Dad- I don’t know where to begin. I’m surely confident though that I don’t understand you at all. I try my best to rationalize your decisions, but I just can’t figure it out. I don’t want to bluntly say it, but here it is: emotionally, you are very selfish. You have so drastically disconnected yourself

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    Lusting

    by  • July 12, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Yearning • 3 Comments

    The bittersweet feeling of lust. Lusting after someone you want but knowing that you’ll never be with them. I have come to understand that lusting over you is almost like having a burning feeling without ever feeling the pain. It’s knowing that the burning should hurt and waiting for it to hurt but never having

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    I need to get away from you.

    by  • July 12, 2011 • * Safe for Work * • 0 Comments

    I’ve told you this before, but I love you. You have this way of making me feel like I’m the only boy in the world you care about. This just makes it all worse when it comes into light that I’m not. You know, i seriously don’t think you really get why I’m upset with

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