• you wouldn’t understand

    by  • July 11, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Hope • 1 Comment

    dear colby.

    all day i think about you, and how you make me feel, and i know you couldn’t even comprehend how much you mean to me. before you met me i was suicidal, and was planning on taking my life the very next day. but just meeting you made me realize that i could live, because you made my day and i don’t know what about you changed my complete look on life, but it did, and i love you. I’ve told you this but i don’t think you actually know that i really do love you. i have trust issues and somehow i could trust you with my world. i haven’t seen you in three days , and it’s killing me inside. yesterday i went with your cousins to your cottage and met your whole family and they love me, so they say. i can’t believe one person i wasn’t expecting to be something special could change my whole world and fill it with so much love and life. you’re the most amazing person I’ve ever met. how come i never knew something so little as making me part of your world could be such i big change to mine? i love you, babe. you’re great.

    One Response to you wouldn’t understand

    1. awe D:
      July 20, 2011 at 6:32 pm

      too bad he dumped me for another girl a day after i wrote this after 8 months …. now i dont know what to do .

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