I hope you know that I think of you. I cry because it still hurts to think about you being without me. Where ever you go, I hope you know that I would have joined you there and would have stayed by your side. Where ever you go, I hope you know that I never meant to hurt you or take you away from who you are and who you want to be. I hope you know that when I sit and think of you I go over all of the things that screwed all of this up and has made it awkward to be around you and has made it hard to be okay with what is going on. Where ever you go, I hope you know that if you go without me my heart will be severely damaged. Things might slip out of my control. Or I will be just okay again.
I guess they say that it’s better to have loved and lost, than to never loved at all and I highly disagree with that statement because losing you after loving you has been the hardest thing of all.