• I need you, you don’t need me

    by  • July 11, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Disappointment • 3 Comments

    Dear guy who only needs me when he’s drunk,

    I don’t need you anymore. You say all the right things at the right times but when I need you the most you are not there. Whenever I’m sad you don’t do anything to make me feel better but when you’re sad I’m there for you for whatever you need. I’ve been there for you since day one. It’s funny you were there for me in the beginning but then your ex girlfriend came back into your life and I was nothing again. But you dragged me along for back-up and I let you. I let you torture me my entire first year of college. I let you make me believe I was worth it, that I meant something. But now I know that I never did. I cared about you, probably too much. I should have listened to everyone when they told me you were just using me but I was dumb. It is going to be so hard to not talk to you but I am going to try my hardest. I have to start being happy all by myself and you are going to make it so impossible. I need you. Its so sad that I do. I will miss you.

    3 Responses to I need you, you don’t need me

    1. nicole
      July 11, 2011 at 10:23 pm

      I ABSOLUTELY love this. I feel the exact same way. Your not the only one out there. Everything WIll be ok, just have faith in yourself. you dont need anyone else to make you happy

    2. cassie
      July 11, 2011 at 10:46 pm

      i love this too. all you need is yourself to make you happy

    3. but yet you are here
      July 11, 2011 at 11:16 pm

      if you need him so bad then why are you not just typing a txt with a smiley face or something. might get a good feeling and a good vibe going. cant sit there and expect him to make a move when he prob feels unwanted. try making a choice for people and not what you just feel is easy.

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