Dear Mister Long blonde Hair & blue eyes.
How Dare you dump me after 3 years! I gave you my absolute everything and all you gave me in return is herpes! I love you soo much I’m retarded. you promised me when we had sex for the first time that nothing bad would happen….you supposedly didn’t know you had herpes…but you did. this is where things get twisted though when u dumped me for Brit you didn’t tell her you had herpes because you were scared she wouldn’t like you anymore? and Now your with Tiereney and she has no clue that u have it….
I believed you with blind love i stayed with you for three years. you dumped me once last summer cause u thought i was cheating on you….i wasn’t. you had just met her and ended up breaking all your promise to me & my heart. then we messed around while you were dating Britt, & i thought i was pregnant…i was so scared when i went to that clinc. good news i wasn’t pregnant…bad news your girlfriend was. you were almost expecting two children by two different ladies. Then she tried to get with her ex and started to starve herself…yes she lost the baby and you instantly came back to me. I was stupid enough to take you back. you were hurting so bad over the baby she lost and you had forgotten all about the baby i had lost the summer before.
then my dad’s cancer got worse and i was so scared…i was told he had 4 months to live. You know how bad it hurt when my mom died, you know that even though it’s been some years i still cry for her…YOU DUMPED ME when you found out my dad was dying RIGHT after christmas because you were hanging out with this new girl and she was just happier than me? you hung out with her for a week and got together on our anniverary!! When you broke up with me you told me, “Babe, i love you with my whole entire heart! i want to marry you someday…..but i think i need to live my life before we get married…..” I love you still and it’s been seven months since u dumped me and started dating her. she has changed you. & we were friends and talked all the time untll u went away for training. when you came home she told you i threatened her….so you believed her and stopped talking to me. I wish when i did see her that i beat the crap out of her. YOU DON’T TAKE WHAT ISN’T YOURS!
so now I wish you knew how badly i want to hate you. but i can’t because i feel like you’re going to come back to me…i don’t want to be able to let you come back. but i love you </3 & i know i will still take you back because i am stupid! but you sir…..are an asshole.
Your darkest burning star.
your love of your life
& sincerely PISSED OFF!