• My April Fool

    by  • July 10, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 1 Comment

    You came into my life so unexpectedly. You were so different from anyone I had ever dated. I was nervous about that, but you told me it would be ok. You said we would make things work. You said you could see us being together for a long time. Time with you was amazing. You said I was amazing. I don’t think I have ever smiled so much.

    Then, your life changed a little, and it made me insecure and impatient. You tried to make me happy, but I was being unreasonable. I broke up with you because I was frustrated. I should not have acted so quickly. I should have thought things through. I could not regret that decision more. I have cried for days thinking about you and what we had. How could I have been so stupid? So immature? Why did it take this for me to realize what a good thing I had?

    I apologized. I told you how I felt and that I would take it back if I could. It broke my heart all over again to hear that I had hurt you. You said that we could try and see how it goes. You said you would call me later. I haven’t heard from you since. I don’t know what to think or how to act. Did you change your mind? Do you not care for me anymore? Is there someone else that you now see the way you used to see me? I want a second chance so badly. I am still the same person you fell in love with. If you let me, I’ll prove to you how good things can be. I will never take you for granted again. Please don’t push me away the way I did to you. Please call. I will be waiting…patiently for a change.

    One Response to My April Fool

    1. Kate
      July 10, 2011 at 1:50 pm

      Tex, is this you?

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