• Master of Disguise

    by  • July 10, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Yearning for You • 1 Comment

    I couldn’t have predicted this is if I tried. That’s what’s so great about it. It’s like it had been there the whole time, the possibility, our memory waiting to be revisited. I had no intentions; I was consumed by my existing life, unable and unwilling to see beyond it. We talked we clicked, as much is to be expected, you’re an intelligent, welcoming, experienced and charming person. I rarely meet those individuals that allow me to be my best self in their presence, you’re one of them. That which transpired thereafter was all your doing, u saw me for what I am, and you pulled it out of me, made me want to share it with you. Then I did and I was so free, you freed me. I needed it, I’m sure the universe sent you to free me, you did. Then there I was free, but afraid, but you wouldn’t let me be, you pushed me out. You touched me deeper than anyone has ever, but maybe that’s just what you do. Your caress your kisses, are my cure. You offered me romance, a word I don’t think I quite understood until I met you. it’s like your read my manual and followed instructions perfectly. Then there’s me, standing by amazed. I wish I didn’t expect anything, That I could just enjoy it for what it is and was, but you did this, you lulled me into a state of wanting and expecting more, can you blame me? Because of you half the time I don’t even know I’m smiling, you’ve become my catalyst. I don’t know how you feel, I guess, I don’t really know how I even feel. What I know is this is something unique to me, something that is worth relishing because it doesn’t come around too often. At least not for me. But you, master of disguise, what is it to you?

    One Response to Master of Disguise

    1. Angel
      July 10, 2011 at 11:04 am

      I almost used the word ‘catalyst’ in the letter I just wrote which was quite lengthy. And it is amazing how your letter sounds like something he might say except for the caress/kiss part… besides the time he caressed my arm out of sight from the others there been absolutely no kisses except for from the heart.

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