• Lost without you

    by  • July 10, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 0 Comments

    You ruined me. You were my first love. When your parents found out everything changed. You’ve cheated on me so many times – just because you were afraid of yourself. You make me so angry. And I just broke up with you because you’re away for the summer and never talk to me and we’re going off to college and I’ll probably never see you again. And you showed no emotion whatsoever and said nothing when I broke up with you. But… if you were still really in love with me I’d take you back in a heartbeat. Because I swear we’re meant to be together and I love you more than anything. I would do anything for you. But you don’t feel that way about me and I’m scared and don’t know how I’m going to get over you. I don’t want to live without you. But I know you can.

    Two days and countless friends down the drain. And you were my best friend. I wish you had never told me you had feelings for me – no, I wish neither of us had ever had feelings for each other. Because we were the best best friends and I wish we had stayed that way because that way I would’ve had you for life.

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