i can never say this to your face, because i know this is what you want, and you’re excited to move and try something new. Have new experiences, meet new people, get out of orange county.. but please don’t go. i don’t know what i’m going to do, you’re my everyday, i love you. how you can just go so easily is crazy to me, but i know you, i know your reasons and i respect that. i could never ask you to stay, but i wish you would. maybe i’ll see you one day when you come back, i hope i do. i’ll take care of your sister, watch out for her. i promised you that. i hope it’s everything you want it to be.