You showed me an amazing time. You made the first date everything it should be. You were funny and sweet and fun. How could you blame me for falling so easily and so fast. I’ve never felt so comfortable around anyone else before, I felt I could truly be myself with you. I felt special. For once I wasn’t self conscious about anything. You made me laugh and smile more than anyone else has ever been able to. You called me sweet and funny and cute. Sitting under the clear sky and watching the stars was the perfect ending to a perfect night. Looking back still puts a smile on my face. Then the second date was just as fun. I only met you a week and a half ago but it feels like I’ve known you so much longer than that. You made me feel special and happy. I guess that’s why it’s hard to hear you just want to stay frtiends because you’re not over your ex. I know I won’t hear from you again. The “I still want to be frineds” has been used way too many times before and is never actually done. I should’ve known it was too good to be true. I wanted to feel what all the songs are about. I guess I was just hoping that it was my turn at last. Guess I was wrong.