I’ve done alot for you, in you. I’ve loved. Forgiven. When is it my turn? I’m losing faith and trust in people and in life. I’ve been beyond patient.
At least stop placing carrot sticks in front of me if you take them away. How long do you want me to be alone? Please send me my partner, please help the people I pray for, please bless me once in a while with what I really want. I’m grateful but it seems you give me everything excpet what would fulfill my deepest desires, and that is to be loved by someone I love. You not only keep this from me, but you put people in my life who I end up loving who hurt me. Am I asking too much? I thought you provided for needs? I’m not asking for bad things, or selfish, so what is it? You’re killing me. I’m tired of it.