Every time your skin touches mine my heart skips a beat and goosebumps make trails down my spine. I have never been addicted to anything, but I am addicted to you. When I rise, you are the first thing I think of and when I lay down to sleep you are the last thing on my mind. You are in my dreams like a permanent fixture and your name is tattooed across my heart. You are a drug to me.
But like a drug, you are slowly killing me. To see you with someone else is like going into withdrawals. But I keep crawling back. I keep relapsing. I can’t live without you and I can’t live with you.
Why do you do this to me? Leave me alone, cold and shaking. Because when I’m with you, I’m in an ecstasy of emotions. My heart races and I feel invincible.
I have to give into you.
Or you have to leave me alone.