• Why do you do this to me?

    by  • July 9, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 0 Comments

    If I could tell you anything, it would be how I feel about you. I have made attempts but I don’t think you truly grasp it, or believe me for that matter. I wish there was a way to bottle up the electric shock that runs through me when you brush past me. Just so I could give it to you and then you could realize what you do to me. I feel like a moron when I catch myself staring at you. More so, I feel like even more of one when you catch me. Why? Because I know you don’t want me back. You have made it 100% clear that it is not me you want. But those rare little moments we have make it impossible for me to forget about you. I have tried to find ways to move on and fall for someone else but all include a long period of time without you. I can’t do it. You’re my best friend and I’m sure I am yours. So there is no way for me to forget about you without losing our friendship. I’ve found myself stuck in a place where there is no way out. I’ve looked for flaws in you that would make me turn away but though you have flaws, not one of them makes me like you any less. You are perfect with every flaw and every scar I still see you as perfection but you still don’t want me. I wish there was a way to make you understand this.

    I wish there was a way to make you feel the way I do.

    I wish there was away I could tell you,

    I am completely head over heels for you and there is nothing I can do about it.

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