You really hurt me. I didn’t realize I had let you get so close. (I knew it was a bad idea, but somehow that year it happened anyway.) I couldn’t believe you’d do that! (Even though, I always thought you would.) The affects messed up a lot more than just my relationship with you. It’s been a year since then, and I’ve realized a lot. I realized that I have been just as bad as you. I realized, our relationship wasn’t healthy even when we were getting along, and I wasn’t always fair to you. (co-dependent comes to mind.) Losing my friendship with you was probably one of the best things that happened that year. I hated it.
Thank you for showing me a different side of myself,
– your friend (I still care and hope your life is going well.)