It was a one night stand–something I’ve always pretended to be good at, but in actuality, I can’t do it. I fall too easily.
I’ve thought about you everyday this past week!! If you knew that you would think I was insane… I think I’m insane! I barely know you. And it’s not as if you’re some perfect catch; I’m a better catch than you, I know that sounds conceited but I’m pretty confident it’s true.
So why can’t I stop thinking about you? Is that sex hormone thing true?
No, it’s my constant need for validation, and it’s ridiculous. It’s so hard for me to fathom that you aren’t obsessed with me. I need the validation that you want me and that you want to pursue me. I daydream about you begging me for more all the time. My god, I’m crazy!
But it has nothing to do with you really. So don’t get freaked out. It’s just my own selfish need to be wanted, my pursuit to feel comfortable in my own skin.
You are a temporary road block and I’ll entertain the next month or so with useless thoughts about you, even though I know it’ll never happen.
Until the next one night stand.