I need rehab. You are like a drug.
It’s been a year and a half since I last saw you, since we last had a meaningful conversation without hard feelings and regrets. It’s been a year and a half since you completely crushed me, since you broke me into pieces and stepped all over me. It’s been a year and a half since you lied to my face, practically cheated, and told me you loved me.
And I’m still not over it.
We haven’t talked in a looong time. But just like that, you’re back. We had our first conversation that we’ve had in months today. It thrilled me. This cannot happen again. I need to get rid of you completely. I don’t need you in my life. I have a relationship with a GREAT guy now. I can’t keep thinking about you and longing for you.
Don’t get me wrong, I LOVE my boyfriend. But you will always be the guy that got away from me. The one that will always have this strange hold on me that you probably don’t even know you have.
I need rehab from you. I don’t know how to get over you… Help.