Yes you. The one that has sneakily become a drug for me.
This probably shouldn’t have happened, but it did as school drew to a close at the end of may. I want to talk to you, to tell you that I seem to have fallen much harder for you than I ever thought I would and harder than I ever let myself, that i want to be with you, to be wrapped in your arms and watch the sun go down over the lake. And I want to tell you all of these things, but I won’t, I can’t, not without knowing you feel the same way. And at the core of my heart I hope you do, but a lingering feeling tells me you could easily walk away.
I can’t be walked away from, not again. I can’t let someone so random do this to me. I want to be with you, but I don’t think you want to be with me. My biggest fear is that this will end, school will start, and things will be as if they never happened. Please don’t let that happen, whatever this is between you and I is stronger and stranger than what I’ve ever let myself feel. I can’t walk away, not just yet.