• Choices

    by  • July 9, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion, Depression • 1 Comment

    I wish I didn’t ever have to make choices in my life. That way, I wouldn’t ever have to hurt anyone, or their feelings, except myself. I mean, I knew I shouldn’t have texted my ex. I knew that it would turn into one of those nights, the one where I sit up all night crying. I just wanted to talk to her. And now I’m regretting it. I still love her, I know I do. And I don’t know if I’ll ever get over her. And the only good part is that she still loves me. The bad parts, we can’t date because of her parents, and most importantly, I’m dating someone else. Which means, whatever choice I make, I’m hurting someone. It’s just too hard. Yes, I care about my ex a lot, and it makes me feel horrible to say it, but it’s true, but I care for her more than my girlfriend now…but I wouldn’t ever break up with her just to date someone else…I just don’t know what to do…life is way too hard right now. I know that if I flipped a coin, my brain would say the girl I’m with now, but my heart would say my ex. I don’t know what to do…I love both of them…

    One Response to Choices

    1. anonymous
      July 10, 2011 at 2:49 am

      Think about it fromm your current girlfriend’s perspective. Doesn’t she deserve to be with someone who isn’t still in love with their ex? I think you should break off with her or be honest about your ex, she deserves better. You think plenty of yourself but not either of them. Even if you end up alone you should do the right thing. I know it’s hard, but you have to make a decision for one of the other.

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