Nearly a year since we’ve met, 5 monthes since we last spoke.
I’ve gone from liking you to loving you, to hating you to missing you.
Now I’m faced to see you again, 5 days from now. And I don’t think I can do it.
I’m still hurting. Everyday I feel alone.
I’m terified that I’ll give you another chance.
That’s the last thing I want to do, and yet I want to do it all the same.
But sometimes I still fear that I’m in love with you.
You’re all I can think about, and the thought of you depresses me.
Help me be happy, or
Let. Me. Go.