i don’t know what you did to me. its been over two years since we went our separate ways. i have a wonderful man in my life, the one that i will probably marry. And now you have a girlfriend who is beautiful and i’m sure is a wonderful person and i’m happy for you, truly. but sometimes late at night when i’m all alone i still feel sad about us. i still miss you. you were my first love, and a part of me will always love you. always. but it’s not fair. cause you hurt me so bad and you’re selfish and inconsiderate and so impulsive and you broke my heart. yet sometimes i wish you were still in my life. what did you do to me? you took part of me. forever. and you’ll never know. and neither will anyone else. cause i’m happy with him. i’m supposed to be happy with him. and i’m not supposed to miss you anymore.