I know that you love him more than anything in the world and that he should be with you, since she is crazy. But every time you talk about him, I wish she would get full custody. I don’t know if I want to date someone with a kid but I do know I want to be with you. I miss you and I hate that her insanity prevents me from getting to see you. As I write this I am realizing again how INSANE this whole situation is…I should just give up, but I think I am falling in love with you.