You know that i never ask you anything, i always put you on first place and i never in my life was able to do that, just with myself, and now i’m thinking i’m making a huge mistake cause you don’t show a lot of interest in this relationship or that’s what you make me feel about us.
I can tell you that i’ve never been this much in love as i am now and I wouldn’t change anything because with you i learned so much things (I´m still doing).
I must confess that every night since december, i fantasize about us: in our house, with 3 beautiful kids, with your family and mine. even if i tell you that you and I don’t want get married with you, I only say it because i don’t want you to feel secure that i am deeply in love with you, for a long long time you have been a very important person in my life since we were 12, even though I don’t see you in many years you suddenly come to my head, and I have the dream that our relationship will last so much more longer, if it can be 80 years and as happy as we have been, at least I´ve been very very happy with us.
Anyways I know that this last two months have not been as much fun, stable, etc., but I know this has been for a reason, because there is no perfect relationship and this will help us grow as a couple.
Finally I would like to tell you that I love you like no one, you are a person who has changed me completely in every way, I’m not perfect, nobody is but your mold me to be a better person and hopefully return you what I have given, directly or indirectly, no matter what you know I’m here for you through thick and thin.
I love you never forget that.