I can’t take anymore pain, ’cause its killing me inside. Having to pretend I’m fine and that I don’t really care what you did to me, its one of the hardest things I’ve done in my life. You think its easy seeing you again? and to make it even more fantastic, you are with her rubbing your so loving relationship in my face, while I’m crying my heart out every night to sleep and in the mornings putting a fake smile on my face so that you won’t see me down. I know you don’t care about me obviously but I would like you to be in my place just for a day to know how it feels, how it feels to be alone and like you are not even worth it. I did forgive you the day you asked me for forgiveness, because I know it was killing you inside; the fact that you’ve break my heart twice, I forgave you, because I love you, but that doesn’t mean I’ve forgotten.