You’re back again… I knew you would be.
I don’t know how to feel about it either. You said you’ve been thinking really hard about the way things were, and the way you want them to be. You said you were scared because you knew you were falling for me. I knew you were. I knew that’s why you hurt me over and over again. I do the same thing to other guys… not to you. But the pains still there. I still feel empty inside, and not good enough. I never feel good enough for you and for myself. I’m down. I’ve been down. You pushed me there along with other people. I need help getting up. I can’t do it without you. You said you love me… then show me please. I need to lean you on right now. I can barely walk on my own.