I love you. I love you a lot. I just wish that there could be more between this, but I feel like it’ll never happen because we are from two different worlds. You were raised with a silver spoon in your mouth and I’ve always lived through struggle. I would be with you if I didn’t feel like I was just using you, but I would feel that way no matter what.
It’s not just the money keeping us from being together, though. No matter how much I want to think you truly love me, you and I both know that what we have will never be anything more than just a little bit of messing around. Honestly, I don’t mind what we have, but stop tainting it with your lies and acting like your feelings are more than what they really are. That’s just not fair to me and in the end it won’t be fair on you.
I must say that I do want more. Why wouldn’t I? I mean you treat me better than any guy I was ever with, even though your intentions aren’t necessarily clear. You are the one person that I can just lay with for hours without even saying one word and still be happy. That in itself makes me smile. =]
I hope that we’ll one day be together, but until then, just realize that you mean more to me then words can explain and I appreciate all that you have done for me.