• It wasn’t, it was.

    by  • July 6, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 0 Comments

    It was seven months ago that he broke me.
    He lied.
    She lied.
    He cheated.
    He broke my heart.
    Gone for my ‘best friend’.
    I didn’t get to dance with him at my prom like we planned.
    They danced together.
    I didn’t get to spend graduation with him like we planned.
    They did.
    I didn’t spend my 18th birthday with him like we planned.
    They did.
    It wasn’t together forever no matter what, like he promised.
    It was together until someone better came around.
    It wasn’t I’ll always love you, like he said.
    It was I don’t love you anymore.
    It wasn’t what was supposed to happen, not like we planned.
    It was what it was, and it fucking hurts.
    This was supposed to be the best year of my life and I spent it crying over two people who I thought would never hurt me.
    They ruined my senior year, but I let them.
    I just wish I could let go.
    I know everything will be okay.
    Just not today.

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