• I’m Sorry.

    by  • July 6, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Sorry • 1 Comment

    I love you so much and I am so happy that we’re finally together after a year of not being sure of what we were. We’re so happy now… which is why I’m sorry I slept with him. We weren’t dating when it happened and even though I knew he took advantage of me I am sorry I let it happen those times. I was talking about how much I missed you and loved you and he just went for it. I wanted to be loved so badly (you were so far away) that I let it happen. I thought it was okay since we weren’t dating… now I’m so scared to tell you. I know you’ll understand – you said we’re soul mates and we’ll always understand each other…but I’m just so scared. I hate him so much for what he did and what I let him do to me and I love you so much for being my best friend and now my lover forever. Please don’t hate me.

    One Response to I’m Sorry.

    1. sarah
      July 29, 2011 at 11:41 pm

      ive been in this exact situation..and it can be really sticky with my guy it was his bestfriend. it was the biggest mistake of my life and i hate myself for doing it but i was very vunerable at the time and one thing just led to another. i told him that somethings happen but i never told the whole truth and its been three years now and he still holds it against me and brings it up when our fights get intense i think its best for you to tell the truth the whole truth. my boyfriend and i are no longer together for other reasons..any how my guys friend called him one night and told him everything about a 2 years after everything happend well i dont know where im going with this cause telling all the truth would have hurt him really bad but him finding out years later hurt him terribly also..but i couldnt see not ever letting him know because ive never lied to him about anything serious..you know little things yeah but..i feel like i dont really have a point i can just relate so..thats all

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