I feel like I need to get a few things off my chest, that way you will know exactly where I stand. Usually i would apologize for dumping all of this on you, and burdening you with my problems, but not this time. I am no longer apologizing for how i feel because that is like apologizing for being real.
I was doing so well, living my life and doing me and you swooped in a fucked all of that up, again. You don’t realize how much you like someone until you watch them like someone else, and that’s what happened. When we were apart i didn’t have to see you with your girlfriend. I could ignore the fact that you were together. It wasn’t flaunted in front of my face and i didn’t have to watch you look at her like you used to look at me. It hurts. I had no idea that being friends after would be so hard.
That being said, I deserve more than this. I have more self-worth than you’re giving me credit for and I’m tired of being jerked around by you – i’m done. I deserve someone who is going to love my wholly, because I am not a second choice. I want someone who can appreciate all that I have to offer, and not take me for granted. I am not going to be there waiting for you anymore. One day you’re going to realize that you made a big mistake, but it’s going to be too late. I’ll be over you and I’ll be happy and you’ll just have to deal with that.