You saved me from myself. You loved me when i couldn’t love myself. I feel forever in debt to you. That’s not enough. Two years i’ve been in this relationship pretending to feel that connection. Don’t get me wrong. I love you and i care for you, which is why i can’t break your heart. I wish you lived in reality. I wish you hated me. You know that this isn’t my first attempt to break up with you. Every time you sit there and beg me to stay say you’ll do anything for me, but why? I cheated on you. I lied to you mutiple times and attmepted to break up with you more than i can count. I’m constantly mean to you and you still stay. It’s more than unhealthy. It’s crippling your life. I feel guilty. I keep trying to shake the feeling. I wish i could tell you this. I’m so sorry i’m not strong enough. I’m sorry i can’t follow through with what needs to be done. I hope you’ll understand my point of view. There is nothing more in the world than i want than your happiness, the problem is that’s not with me. I’m not and never was in love with you. I can never be completely happy with you. Please forgive me my fragile love. I will never be in love with you.